InstantForum.NET v4.1.4Fertility By Design Forumshttp://forums.fertilitybydesign.com/forums@healthbanks.comFri, 03 Sep 2010 21:32:28 GMT20http://forums.fertilitybydesign.com/Topic151-9-1.aspxHi Everyone,My heart was crushed on Monday. I got a call that my Beta level had dropped and to stop the meds. It was over just like that. I was five weeks pregnant.I am devastated, but not defeated. My heart is broken at the moment, but I just need to get back up and keep going, because no one is going to do it for me.I would like to thank all of you who posted comments, because even though we have different details, our stories are similar in that we all have the same goal - to be a mommy.We have pretty much used up all our money - about $50k. I'm hoping we can give motherhood one last try by looking into adoption. We don't really have the cash for it, but I hope we will find a way.It would give me great comfort for any of you in cycle to post your progress. I'm hoping to hear that some of you were successful.It's funny, because not long ago, I wouldn't be able to stand hearing anyone else's good news. Now, I am ready to hear it. I know that we have all struggled and it would just cheer my heart to hear something good. Even if you have bad news, just share it. It will help you, and actually, help me too.I have a request from two of you:WackyJacqui - You said you adopted...how long was the process? International or Domestic? How old was your child when you adopted?LbandBuggy - You wrote that you were going to move along in your China adoption. Does this mean you have previously applied and just put it into a hold status? I read 3-4 years and didn't know if that meant your waiting period or your time period for going through with it.Best of luck to everyone. P.S. ** I am posting this in several areas on this website to make sure I reach as many of you as possible. **Wed, 04 Mar 2009 13:41:44 GMTGirlAtHearthttp://forums.fertilitybydesign.com/Topic67-9-1.aspxIs anyone in the middle of their 2ww? I just have my transfer with donor eggs on 2/10/09.Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:06:57 GMTGirlAtHearthttp://forums.fertilitybydesign.com/Topic66-9-1.aspxI just did my transfer on 2/10/09 with donor eggs. Was wondering if anyone is in the middle of their 2ww?Sun, 15 Feb 2009 15:53:44 GMTGirlAtHearthttp://forums.fertilitybydesign.com/Topic10-9-1.aspxAdoption can be an alternative for those who are not able to conceive on their own.Tue, 06 Jan 2009 16:12:27 GMTBurlhb